T likes me. I like C. And who the hell knows whats going on in C's mind. Not feeling the situation. So T texts once or twice a day, calls me 'baby' (how original), isn't that funny, which is VERY important to me, and hes like 28 years old. An okay guy, I suppose, just not the guy I'm looking to get with. To be honest, hes too available to me. I mean we don't want the one thats easy to get, haha. At times, it feels like that line in the movie The Heartbreak Kid:Who the hell do you think you are?! Thinking of reasons not to marry her.
I don't know anything worse than this guy liking me and feelings aren't the same. Then with the object of my desire, it isn't going good at all. Its tripped out and I hate it. *sigh* Back to T, he's just not understanding that he's not appealing to me in "that way." I mean, it sucks for him the same way it sucks for me w C. But what else can I do? Its a f**ked cycle. Haha.
