♥ fr: "work"

I guess to be completely honest I'd have to say that I never thought that I'd like being with some one else, hug some one else, lay with some one else, but one night all that just went away. True, it didn't work out quite like it should've have. Back in the dating game, & guys are still dogs. I guess somewhere I forgot about all the hit it and quit it, the person that just kicks it with you for one night or something. But this guy, i don't know if he's a good guy or not. He certainly seemed like it, but thats what playing around gets you, it gets you good at playing people. The one good great thing to come from this is that the inconceivable happened. I thought about being with some other person. And it felt good to be with him and have him hold me. That was the highlight of that experience. Gosh, I mean I liked him last summer and then that happened. Great night. I guess well see what happens w C.

The Flame by Cheap Trick

Man, the lyrics are just so perfect. One of the best love songs. Too bad Im not in love like that anymore. Gosh, it was sooo hard and trust me, it's still hard to think about that. Cause I was the happiest when driving back from South Caroline listening to the best of Cheap Trick and knowing that I was gonna see Lijah after what felt like forever. I can't believe how much of a fool I was for him. Guess some things never change. "I can't believe you're gone"